[Verse 1]
I don't need another mystery for me to solve tonight
I don't need another lover
Who won't open up
I don't need another day where
I won't speak my mind
Tired of boiling over I'm just on too high
[Pre-Chorus]
When I like myself
I'd rather be alone
When I hate myself
I just want to shed it all
[Chorus]
I stared up into the night
Covered in lost emotion
Sweet honey on my skin
It keeps me golden
In the darkest days
[Verse 2]
I don't wanna lose any more
Any more time to fear, but
I'm so scared I'll waste my time
Until I disappear
I don't wanna wonder what if
What if I just tried
Tired of telling myself I can't live my life
[Pre-Chorus]
When I like myself
I'd rather be alone
When I hate myself
I just want to shed it all
[Chorus]
I stared up into the night
Covered in lost emotion
Sweet honey on my skin
It keeps me golden
In the darkest days
And I wonder why I feel these bursts of joy
When I am on my own
And all is quiet
Why can't I find this peace in someone around me?
Why can't I find it somewhere else?
[Instrumental]
[Bridge]
It's kind of lovely to be lonely (x3)
It's kind of lovely
(Just want to shed it all)
[Chorus]
I stared up into the night
Covered in lost emotion
Sweet honey on my skin
It keeps me golden
In the darkest days
And I wonder why I feel these bursts of joy
When I am on my own
And all is quiet
Why can't I find this peace in someone around me?
Why can't I find it somewhere else?
(Just want to)
credits
from Indigo Sky,
released June 30, 2022
Written, produced, recorded, and performed by Kiara Nathaniel
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